Colors of My Sea!

Last time when I went home, I had a longing session of talks on mystical Indian manuscripts that went missing during the British regime. India preferred to burn the ancient excerpts and documents, rather than handing over the knowledge. We Indians had an extremely rare knowledge of technologies and methods that are still way beyond reach of highest technologists of today’s scientific world. Today we can just hear stories about them!        In our discussion panel we had my father, two brothers of mine n of-course me. It all started with a story that we read in our text book sometime back in school, about a sage burning down whole of the ancient technical manuscript to create stainless steel at home without any smelter(modern tech involving extreme high temperatures) etc rather handing it to British. Dad brought us the knowledge about a stream of saints that existed in ancient India creating gold out of mercury! We were amazed to hear, as according to our ...

All I see is misty mountain standing tall in front of me, distanced and all covered with snow, like it is trying to block my way ! I tried to take a step forward but I had to take it back as I find myself standing on top of a cliff. Looking down it seems hell's-deep, can't see where the ground lies below. Strangely up above is dark sky with only few shining stars. Turned my head back and it is completely dark behind. Lights blinding into dark ! Space seem to be divided symmetrically, bright side front and dark side behind with horizon placed far above. Confused, I took a look on my palm, no lines, my muscles look strong, built has gone iron like. Oh no there is no face to my skull. I tried to shout but no voice came out. Am I deaf to hear it back or dumb that i can't produce a sound. Senses find that there is no air so there is no point in creating a voice. What the heck is this place ? Am I in some different planet ? Am I standing at horizon of some parallel universes ? T...

Ever since I heard this word, I am rather interested in finding live examples of it. Hokum means "Meaningless nonsense with an outward appearance of being impressive and legitimate" . Lets find some examples of it! Fresh out of college, on my first day to job in corporate world as a software engineer, I got a warm 'welcome quote' on corporate from a very dear friend, I can't write that as it may seem offensive to many. In other words quote said 'Corporate is Hokum'. After spending almost 3 years I am quite agreed to it. Two distinct fraternities in a software industry are developers and managers. One using whole of their brains to get the real work done, other trying to manage these brainies and business. Both group fight with each-other as the opposition seem to be not according to them, rather I should say Hokum in their perceptions. Management is always concentrated to get profits out of development work no matter how hard it is to do in a set pe...

I was rushed into the luggage van of the Mumbai Local by the crowd on the way to my first Visa interview. Luckily I got a corner seat. Happy I was, that I can prepare some answers to probable questions. Suddenly I saw a guy takin' out a small musical instrument which usually is used in the classical/devotional Indian Music, Manjeera they called it. And then some more took it out. A mere thought came in mind that ' um gonna lose the visa today, this music is going to fragment my concentration !! ' They started with loud cracking noise produced from that tiny instrument which attenuated as the devotional song followed. I was loosing my temperament, but I was a helpless creature as there was hardly some space to move your hands, moving to other bogey seemed impossible to me. I had no choice but to hear them. Fear of losing came to my mind with this disturbance! Time passed, I started enjoying ...

Last Night, was my longest working run in office. As usual I was suppossed to solve THE problem (creation of some unusual brains) instead of the REAL problem (which actually wasn't one), third time in a single week!! I was in no mood to do a fight for the IRK , but then real Captain came in picture; taking the charge => He gave a kick start... Work in progress... much a frustration job it is to clean other's mess :{ Clock's tickin' the later half of night rather morning i should say, sleep pourin' in, but we were still on job!! Fren told the captain that I am capable of doing all the stuffs (while we were in a circumstance) .It was again a situation where a mere thought put a jolt to brain... "What if I fail ?? No, but I shouldn't let the brand IIT go down !!" Matrix movie scene started flashing down to pull my socks... "Spoon boy: Do not try and bend the spoon. That's impossible. Instead... only try to realize the truth. Ne...

May be my previous posts left some notions which needs to be modified inside you !! ;) Clear the doubts, I ain't bowing down under any conditions/circumstances... I have an attitude and I don't mind using it. It is me who always faught, may b some external aid was there, but it was me standing tall against every cipher/perils life showed me. I just din't wanted to walk away all the credits !! How do I walk or pull-off unharmed is another story. Let me tell you this secret. Could be a possible help for you if adeptibility is not a problem of yours. Some six months back I went to Goa for a juncture with some of my most dear friends. Too good a place to be in. Numerous places, stuffs to do get onto. Day 1: My fear - voluminous water, left me with a scratched torso. I was unable to enjoy the waves properly, only sand it was that I got. Day 2: Time to rip-off the fear like wings of butterfly. Here it comes out of mind... only thing this mind lets me know always. " Spoon b...

What you see me, in me, by me today is Me who changed largely with every swing of pendulum. These changes good/bad were majorly brought to me by my very dear friends. I am indebted to them for turning/moving me to what i call as enlightenment. From every bad/worst phases of this life they have pulled me out and kicked towards good ones, to sunshine, to joy,..,, pretty long list to write ! I'm blessed to have them. Thank you God. I cannot name one not many out of them, but i know if they are reading this... they'll know. If i say blog as 'colors of my sea', YOU are one of the thousand colors of me that's like a silver shine on me. For all those 'precious' everything to me, I owe YOU atleast something. Just find me when you need..., and i'll be there with you some or the other way. Stay ! 'coz thats why i am stayin' alive. Keep kickin' me and i promise you'll not see something less than Android someday :`)