Colors of My Sea!

I was rushed into the luggage van of the Mumbai Local by the crowd on the way to my first Visa interview. Luckily I got a corner seat. Happy I was, that I can prepare some answers to probable questions. Suddenly I saw a guy takin' out a small musical instrument which usually is used in the classical/devotional Indian Music, Manjeera they called it. And then some more took it out. A mere thought came in mind that ' um gonna lose the visa today, this music is going to fragment my concentration !! ' They started with loud cracking noise produced from that tiny instrument which attenuated as the devotional song followed. I was loosing my temperament, but I was a helpless creature as there was hardly some space to move your hands, moving to other bogey seemed impossible to me. I had no choice but to hear them. Fear of losing came to my mind with this disturbance! Time passed, I started enjoying ...

Last Night, was my longest working run in office. As usual I was suppossed to solve THE problem (creation of some unusual brains) instead of the REAL problem (which actually wasn't one), third time in a single week!! I was in no mood to do a fight for the IRK , but then real Captain came in picture; taking the charge => He gave a kick start... Work in progress... much a frustration job it is to clean other's mess :{ Clock's tickin' the later half of night rather morning i should say, sleep pourin' in, but we were still on job!! Fren told the captain that I am capable of doing all the stuffs (while we were in a circumstance) .It was again a situation where a mere thought put a jolt to brain... "What if I fail ?? No, but I shouldn't let the brand IIT go down !!" Matrix movie scene started flashing down to pull my socks... "Spoon boy: Do not try and bend the spoon. That's impossible. Instead... only try to realize the truth. Ne...

May be my previous posts left some notions which needs to be modified inside you !! ;) Clear the doubts, I ain't bowing down under any conditions/circumstances... I have an attitude and I don't mind using it. It is me who always faught, may b some external aid was there, but it was me standing tall against every cipher/perils life showed me. I just din't wanted to walk away all the credits !! How do I walk or pull-off unharmed is another story. Let me tell you this secret. Could be a possible help for you if adeptibility is not a problem of yours. Some six months back I went to Goa for a juncture with some of my most dear friends. Too good a place to be in. Numerous places, stuffs to do get onto. Day 1: My fear - voluminous water, left me with a scratched torso. I was unable to enjoy the waves properly, only sand it was that I got. Day 2: Time to rip-off the fear like wings of butterfly. Here it comes out of mind... only thing this mind lets me know always. " Spoon b...

What you see me, in me, by me today is Me who changed largely with every swing of pendulum. These changes good/bad were majorly brought to me by my very dear friends. I am indebted to them for turning/moving me to what i call as enlightenment. From every bad/worst phases of this life they have pulled me out and kicked towards good ones, to sunshine, to joy,..,, pretty long list to write ! I'm blessed to have them. Thank you God. I cannot name one not many out of them, but i know if they are reading this... they'll know. If i say blog as 'colors of my sea', YOU are one of the thousand colors of me that's like a silver shine on me. For all those 'precious' everything to me, I owe YOU atleast something. Just find me when you need..., and i'll be there with you some or the other way. Stay ! 'coz thats why i am stayin' alive. Keep kickin' me and i promise you'll not see something less than Android someday :`)

I saw the present laws of physics shattered into pieces, the zillion billion gigawatts of energy required to create a wormhole was not a dream anymore. I did that, I don't know how but I did that and it was an empty cube roughly of size 4x4x4 m that was completely glowing, can't see what’s inside, I entered and Swoosh.....I went on an interstellar journey !! wake up -- that’s my alarm tone, now what -- I am still in the same creepy world. The F word just popped out...I wanted to see what was beyond that, but I was no longer connected, may be someone switched off my zillion billion gigawatt generator! This was a dream-a sojourn, actually resulting out of my sheer anxiety to know about the interstellar and time travel; the anxiety built out of some fantasies, movies, LOST, justice league etcetera. GOD knows me better than myself, I felt his presence... I was given a book "The Brief History of Time" by a dearest one very soon (heartiest thanks to him). Sparkle in my eyes...

I m always scratching my head.. yet another question..yet another answer and this cycle continues, chained around our heads. Again a big "?" mark, what is it? I call it as LIFE . L - questions on Liberty,Love,Longevity,, I - questions on being Independent,Insecureness, F - questions on Feelings,Friendship,Fire inside,, E - questions on Existence,Excellence,Extremism,, etcetera,etcetera... and we keep adding more and more questions. Will this come to an end? A simple answer comes "NO" . Again this leads to a question- why NO, why not YES? answering this is like sitting on seesaw, sometimes its YES sometimes its NO. Describing NO is a bit easy - The day we are born and we open our eyes we see only ? marks and more ? marks; the moment itself we start answering these, this keeps going on and on. In the meantime we "GROW" !! We can skip the questions but it recurs in other forms, and we have to answer one or the other. There's no ESCAPE. If we somehow e...

8th September '07, a hectic day in mumbai office, Phew !! Alas I reached back home at 2000hrs, ate alot with biggies in the home(all bachelors but aged merely a year or two more than me) and started yawning. Suddenly someone said "Band Stand" and there were some chearful faces in the making except mine. Band Stand ! It sounded to me just like bus stand.. I doubted the move of others for outing to this strangely named place that too at night hours. But when you are the youngest of all, you need to follow the eldely commands! All set to go, 6 in all ready for the drive. 3 bikes on floor. Vroom vrooooom , the masculine engine sound took away the sleep from my eyes and I was ready. I was given a back seat seeing my previous record of accidents and rash drivings, but I was a happy lazy now. Goregaon to Band Stand, we travelled averaging 70-80 kmph. What a fast drive it was.... Ah ! CoOl breeze n adrenalin pumping biking experience. I loved that. It was Bandra, locale for posh ...